It’s coming. Ten-fifteen-twenty years of movement towards and now we are coming to the Big Crunch. For certain I won’t have the definitive answer, but hopefully I will have an inkling of weather my quest is worth pursuing.
In the last two or three years I have read quite a few physics books, sat in on a fair number of classes, and listened to innumerable lectures over the internet. Nothing so far has knocked me way off course. Yes, there has been evolution but so far no revolution. Two days ago I got the absolute latest word. The book was actually published just two days ago (January 7th) and I have had it on order for two months. It is specifically on the very heart of the subject that has gradually become almost a theory for me. Of course at best my beliefs don’t really reach anywhere beyond a series of hypothesis. Now – a real scientist, a real book, and a real answer.
Sean Carroll, a Ph.D. and a real live theoretical physicist at Cal Tech, has come out with his book From Eternity to Here – the Quest for the Ultimate Theory of Time. I will read it word for word, page after page, including prologue and epilogue, appendix, notes and index. I will even scan the bibliography and acknowledgements. At the end I will have to decide which way to go – the Big Crunch.
Of course I have general idea what it says already. One of those innumerable lectures I mentioned earlier was a lecture by Sean Carroll entitled Origins of the Universe & the Arrow of Time on October 17, 2009 at the Q2C Festival (Perimeter Institute, Waterloo, Canada). The lecture was specifically intended to promote his upcoming book and to preach to the already converted. That is what Perimeter Institute does – world class Foundational Physics. I ordered it the very next day.
My personal journey is coming to a crossroads. My years at college and the university were centered on history and the soft sciences: anthropology, psychology, geology and geography. There was a good reason – I wasn’t very good at math. It wasn’t until I got out in the real world and had to actually predict things that I found any real use for math. Then statistical analysis if not statistical mechanics became a strength. Without any formal training I became fairly good at utilitarian math.
Let’s time travel and in an instant move forward forty years. Business, books and games have been my life. Now I am ready to retire. Throughout a growing interest in science has evolved. Now I can indulge it.
Yes, the 30 years beyond UCLA had produced something only a little beyond an educated layman’s knowledge. Many ideas came and went – some stayed and developed. The last two or three years the tempo picked up and allowed me to fill in some of the gaping holes in my knowledge of physics – and also jettison a few impossible ideas. Of course nothing at this stage can make me a real scientist. The best I can hope for is to be a footnote. Crunch Time! Can I make the footnotes?
January 9, 2010 / The Big Crunch / OC pg 13, © 2010 / CIP 839, Jan 22, 2010 / OAR