There is tangible proof on my bookcase this morning. It arrived by secured mail yesterday. The Livret de Famille is home, where it should be – with me. I am content and it speaks of completions.

Through February 21st, 2008 my life was an ascending plane. There were 65 years of almost pure ascension. Most weeks and months, certainly almost every year and guaranteed every decade – there was progress. The last decade was close to heaven. I was a very, very lucky man. I had known it for a long time.

All things end – even universes. Twenty months ensued. The process was not pleasant. The revelations and comprehensions were disquieting. Still everything was probably par for the passage. Death is part of life. With a lot of help that chapter has been survived.

I have found my roots again. I am back in a world I understand. I am back where we started. I have my photos and my Livret. I have my memories and my pride. I am content. Simplicity, and the complexity of physics, will be my life. I know my course and in the end I will join my Sweetheart’s Spirit. Nothing could be better than that. I am content and there is completion. The Livret sits atop my bookcase.

October 15, 2009 / AFW pg 110 © 2009 / CIP # 782, October 16, 2009 / SHE

At a singularity if E = mc² and T = time times Planck's constant¹ then perhaps you have a finite infinity; the explanation for inflation; the ultimate phase transition; and possibly a case for Opposites Aren’t!

October 6, 2009 / AFW pg 109 © 2009 / CIP # 837, October 16, 2009 / OAR

At a Planck length opposite sides of a coin aren’t opposite.

JBS Haldane: “The universe is not only stranger than we imagine, but stranger than we can imagine.”

A dimension too far; an emperor without clothes; infinite angels on a pin – if there is no logic involved you can’t think it through to an answer.

“But it is not impossible that contrary to all appearances, atoms and information will turn out to be like opposite sides of the same coin.” Chris Nunn, pg 169 of De La Mettrie’s Ghost.

Perhaps a singularity is approximately ½ a Planck length faster than the speed of light and ½ a quanta just beyond absolute zero – the zero point of infinite density.

S = mc²+1/Tt°-1 – roughly inversely proportional? And what if stars were simply the ‘exhaust’ of a singularity gone through? And the Big Bang was the ultimate phase transition.

September 7, 2009 / AFW pg 106 © 2009 / CIP # 836, October 16, 2009 / OAR

Love consists in this; that two solitudes protect and touch and greet each other. – Rainer Maria Rilke (1875-1926)

This then can be our epitaph. I protected you right up till 30 hours before the end. Your friend Christine and your son Jérôme took you the last mile. Unconscious to me before, and well known to me after, you continue to protect me. We touched and greeted each other daily for a decade. We held hands. We knew, every single day, real love.

September 1, 2009 / AFW pg 105 © 2009 / CIP # 781, October 16, 2009 / SHE

Are thoughts waves or particles?

Do Black Holes simply store antimatter between singularities?

“Everything should be made as simple as possible but not simpler.” Einstein

August 15, 2009 / AFW pg 103 © 2009 / CIP # 835, October 16, 2009 / OAR